life is fragile indeed. went back to my secondary school earlier for teachers' day. and my teachers told me there's a ex jyian passed away on monday due to bike accident. normally when i heard it, i will feel sorry for the family but it won't bring tears to my eyes. but maybe becoz what i had been thru had been enough for me to understand the pain of losing someone so dear to you. i hope whoever know this person will live on happily for the sake of him. so that he can enjoy himself on the other side of the world.

life goes on.

sometime ago i went to this abandon mansion called "istana woodneuk". located nearby botanic garden. it was a new experience for me. i wanted to load all the pics i took. but blogger seems to be having some idiotic problem. *sigh* anyway, this place had been there since the 19th century. it was occupied by a malaysian sultan that time. then it was abandoned till July 2006, some morons went to set fire to it. thus, when we got there, there wasn't any roof. sad isnt it? anyway i will just let the pictures do the talking. i posted my original photos. why? i believe my pictures are not as bad as you know who.


junks left behind by people

i like the contrast here

mystery a not?

this is the pic i love the most yet there's sum1 who love the same pic as me


i realised i love chairs pic

istana woodnuek

i am uploading the pics. damn. blogger seems to be having some problems. i shall post other pics tonight.

enough is enough. I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU!!!

why are you looking down on people when in fact you are no better yourself? what makes you think you are smarter than us? tell me, in what ways? AND most importantly, do you think you are smarter than me? the truth is, you are not!!! get it?? u got neither looks nor brains, in fact, the word "BIMBO" don't even suits you. i may not be as smart as what other people are, but at least i tried to learn and you? what did you ever do? going around and "teaching" people whatever you had done??? and did you even know what you are doing??? i'm afraid no. because you know nuts yourself too. it's not the first time you had pissed me off. i wanted to keep my cool in the first place but when i heard you saying something bad about me behind my back and i GOT to know it, i couldn't help it anymore. i beginning to find you a nuisance and you are very hateful to look at. you looked down on me just because i aint as hardworking as you. but hey, when ARE YOU even HARDWORKING??? you said i shouldnt have gone for the test because it makes no difference even if i'm there or not. because you YOURSELF ASSUME that i sure dunno how to do the test. are u of any kind dumb or useless? are you me? what makes u think i dunno how to do the test? what makes u so sure? and don't you have a stand of yourself? why must you go around doing what other people are doing? why cant you just keep your mouth shut when u got comments on others? and when they are my friends? what have my friends done to provoke you? why are you just so SHITTY? don't you know that by doing all these pieces of SHIT will only make you a fool??? so being a fool is good eh? then continue doing. i leave no mercy now. not happy, complain la! complain to everyone loh. to me, you are just so brainless. nothing. not even a piece of shit, get it? like i said above, bimbo is not even a word for you. WHY? you are smart, so go think about it then.


cooling down. i finally said my part. SHIOK.


so fuck off if you know who you are! CB dun blame me for being heartless but i hate brainless FUCK like you. i moderated my post because i don't wanna make you throw face. and because i don't wanna get myself into trouble. save it.

i'm having a terrible headache now.

how?

i shall post some pics. coz my blog is far too plain.





my badminton team. swee a not? i think they are a bunch of nice people. i love them lots!

hope we will continue to play badminton together in the future. muacks.



i suddenly become so nice sia. i wonder why. read my fren's blog. fierce. harsh. scary!!!


but i like it. coz she oso helped said my feelings out.

anyway people, wish me good luck ok? i hope i kanna my attachment in the west. and not east. had enough of travelling to east le.. haiz. if no attachment will be even better. =X

ok la. i go sleep le.. the pain in my head is killing me tenderly.. omg!!1



tata

dream of me!

"The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother." by William Curry

i find the above quote meaningful.

haiz.

when will my wound heal after losing my dad? i miss him every single day.

happy 17th birthday to my dearest brother.

*i asked him to send me his nicest pic. this is wat i get above (-___-")

i'm back with another update. been too free these days.

what's ur view for a relationship?

i was wondering this question these days. why? because i had a friend who just gave up a half a year relationship. she made a right choice. yet she is upset. and feeling guilty of what she had done. when a relationship fails, whoever in it are sure gonna be sad. but since the choice had been made, we should learn to let go and not brood over it anymore. i mean whats the point. aint it better like a heavy stone had been lifted up from your heart? everyone goes through a failed relationship. who never? if never, that person must be a freaking weirdo.

so ger, time will heal the emptiness inside you. no1 can heal the wound immediately de. so think positively and life will go on. you got me as your good fren. =D




on another note, i am freaking bored!!! i wanna go overseas. i wanna go hongkong!!! damn. maybe later going suntec with mum to see those travel agency de promotion. i cant wait to sit on an aeroplane. haha. i never sit before la. =X

who wanna go also? this coming sept, my class planning a genting trip. heard there's a lot of people going this time round. hmmmmmm... and my gers going on cruise trip.... *shakes head*

i got a fren going japan! because there's a promotion, each person is about $1400. and its way so cheap loh. normally it could have been $2K per person. damn. i envy her..



my cousin's noisy kids above. but they are cute!!! why?

because they got cute cousin like me. LOL

i'm back with another update. been too free these days.

what's ur view for a relationship?

i was wondering this question these days. why? because i had a friend who just gave up a half a year relationship. she made a right choice. yet she is upset. and feeling guilty of what she had done. when a relationship fails, whoever in it are sure gonna be sad. but since the choice had been made, we should learn to let go and not brood over it anymore. i mean whats the point. aint it better like a heavy stone had been lifted up from your heart? everyone goes through a failed relationship. who never? if never, that person must be a freaking weirdo.

so ger, time will heal the emptiness inside you. no1 can heal the wound immediately de. so think positively and life will go on. you got me as your good fren. =D




on another note, i am freaking bored!!! i wanna go overseas. i wanna go hongkong!!! damn. maybe later going suntec with mum to see those travel agency de promotion. i cant wait to sit on an aeroplane. haha. i never sit before la. =X

who wanna go also? this coming sept, my class planning a genting trip. heard there's a lot of people going this time round. hmmmmmm... and my gers going on cruise trip.... *shakes head*

i got a fren going japan! because there's a promotion, each person is about $1400. and its way so cheap loh. normally it could have been $2K per person. damn. i envy her..



my cousin's noisy kids above. but they are cute!!! why?

because they got cute cousin like me. LOL

i played mahjong from 11pm to 7am this morning. i am tired now.

and i lost $19. =(

so whats wrong with chatting in IRC with people? there are good people around there too. so what makes a big deal with that? what is wrong with you people who thinks i am childish to chat in IRC? its just purely entertainment right?




anyway, my mum had been crying for 107 days. can u believe it? haiz. i am crazy to go count the days. i must have been nuts. LOL




yawns.



anyone wanna Mahjong? =X

firstly congrats me for winning my doubles today. on another hand, my team lost. so no more matches for us anymore.

and its my first time showing temper in the court. why?

our team already lost. so i merely just won one match for my team. anything wrong with that? even if i really did do anything cheapskate or wrong, do u have to go to the extend of mocking fun or even insulting my late father? what has my father done to you? u farking moron. are u brainless, or are u stupid? dun u have parents too? i wonder did u born out of your mum's vagina or did you born out of your mum's asshole? why is your mouth so farking smelly? KNNBCCB

u can insult me or whatsoever shit, by all means. i dun give a damn. but NEVER insult my late father. ur apology is not sincere at all. and i told you to get lost. i dun care if u give me that farking face. all of you got no sportsmanship at all!!!! KNN





enough of rantings. i'm fine now.

another match tml. hope i will win.

what happen to me? why did i do so badly for my match?i hate it man. where's my fighting spirit? something is amiss.



i'm angry with myself!! argh!! why did i make so many mistakes?????

tears well up in my eyes when i went CCK Columburium earlier on. to think i had to actually see my father through his photo. memories came back. realised a lot of things i hadn't done for him.

papa, i know u are doing well wherever you are. and i know u miss us too. i love you.





heading back to school later. but before that, need to go lawyer's there to do some documents. hope everything will go well for us.

tml having my team to play badminton le. hopefully, we won't come back empty-handed this year. its my last year. i wanna bring some glory to myself before i leave the school.

cheer for me ya? =)

lost my match. it was a close game. so wasted.

21 - 20
21 - 17

haiz

brought my mum to esplanade yesterday to watch fireworks. we reached there around 7.20pm. and it was really packed with people. as time goes by, the crowd comes in. everyone was finding a spot to have a clear view of the fireworks.

though the place was crowded, i had my fair share of sight. the fireworks is so nice that i wish i can actually stretch my hands out to touch them. it was a memorable moment. i had never seen something so nice like yesterday. i dunno how to describe how i feel. but the feelings i can say was amazing. my mum enjoyed herself too. i'm a nice ger

oh well, i wish my dad was around and i could tell him the experience. sobs.


coming tuesday will be his 100th days death anniversary. times indeed flies.


on a happier note, i'm representing my school for badminton tournament tml! yeah!! will be playing singles on monday. doubles on wed and fri. chances of me winning singles, are very slim. coz i dun like to run too much. i do hope for a miracle to happen or maybe, i should ask my late father to pray for me. LOL

my blog getting boring eh? i guess so. LOL



didi & me

so cute! LOL

i love mummy

haha. random pics above. to brighten up my blog's life. LOL

and ya! i figure out something about my mobile phone. it's so so so sooOOOooooo COOL!! i mean really really cool, you know? or perhaps, i'm a bit mountain tortoise already? LOL


alright, i shall post the fireworks link for u guys to go see. just click and hope u will enjoy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=liLO75-jQ0k <--11.08.2006 view from marina south


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6f1vdHQLeg <--12.08.2006 view from esplanade (part 1)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSzQ0XVIQZ8 <--12.08.2006 view from esplanade (part 2)


actually i could have the full video without fail. but my phone went out of memory during the 1st few minutes. and i took time to delete stuff again from my phone. and duh, i missed out filming some of the exciting parts in between the part 1 and part 2.



=D enjoy!

不要哭了吗 该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他 我有什么办法
我也同意啦既然 你提出想法
我们不要拖拖拉拉 就从明天开始吧

那就这样吧 再爱都曲终人散啦
那就分手吧 再爱都无需挣扎
不要再问我 怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧 到了 记得要给我通电话
那就这样吧 再爱都要sayonara
再给抱一下 闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦 快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧 再爱我有缘的话

tell me, what are friends for?

people changed. i changed. everyone changed. yet we ourselves dunno.

*sigh*

happy birthday Singapore!!!

cheers!!!

let's all stand together and sing to our national anthem.

it's the 3rd month since you are gone.

i miss you so, papa.

i really hate going school now. because of someone in MY own class.

i am not going to name the person. so dun bother asking me at all.

stop thinking you are better than me! i just dun wanna make u farking xia suay in front of people only. i can be better than you if i wan. i just dun wanna work hard. because i had never had any intentions to go ITE at all. u are of the same rank as me. dun act like as if u are farking more smart than me. u are only getting on my nerves thats all. just farking get lost!!! u are farking no1 at all. KNNBCCB.

school sucks! whoever reading my blog. u better be clear of what u are doing now. my patience is limited. and especially YOU! yes, the one i am mentioning in this entry. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU ARE VERY SMART!!! in actual fact, YOU ARE NOT!!! NOT EVEN A FARKING BIT!!! I AM SMARTER!!! read that, fucker?

watched the movie "click" yesterday. at the new cathey near paradiz centre. the show was great and the place was great too. peeps, go watch "click" okie? its a comedy. and yet its touching. it actually brought tears to my eyes. i seldom cry in cinema de. but this movie actually did so. i give 2 thumbs up for this show. 4/5. great show!!!

it took me this long to realise something was wrong.





and i realised something. my posts are getting shorter. why? there's nothing happening that happened to me these days. dun blame me please. basically my life is boring nowadays.




ps: intro me some shuai ge to spice my life up leh.. =X







"Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars."


am i missing you?

please let me hang on there!!! i cant give up now!!!


please!!! pray hard!!!