i'm indulging myself with gummy candies everyday at work.

cheers!

this terrible headache had been with me since morning and i'm going nuts already!

Pain!!!

a colleague just asked me something.

"Fen, what is the most romantic thing u want a guy to do for u?"




guess what was my answer?






































"............." *speechless*






hahahaha! because i dunno my ans!!!

hey people, i haven MIA yet. neither am i being secretive.

no worries. i am doing fine and well. just a little tired from some matters that are happening.

haven really updated anyone about it or perhaps i am not ready to face the reality yet.

but fear not, i'm still the cuteFenz alright? LOL



i never wanted to create a stir. neither do i want any misunderstanding. i want peace.

was on my way to work this morning as usual. my daily routine.

i took the opposite side 181 to work to avoid crowd in bus and causing me cant squeeze into the bus in the morning.

was i was seated near the window, i observed the surroundings.

and these thoughts came into my mind.

and realised how fast all of my peers and myself are growing up to young adults.

early morning, everyone woke up to prepare themselves for a hard day at work and having a nasty time trying to force yourself to get out of bed (when its raining just like this morning), is definitely not easy. u must have lots of discipline to do so. and i'm glad that i'm still trying to master this.

seeing people chasing for buses in the morning, i think i cant imagine i'm already in the working society. once u hit the age of 20, every year just passed so quickly.

almost all my peers are working and planning hard for their future, while i am still in the midst of nowhere. but this dun discourage me at all. i been thru hell, and i picked myself up everytime i fell. its not a easy path but i know i will be able to do it.

having many thoughts in my mind lately. will blog one by one slowly so that i wont be "complaint" for not blogging. LOL

pray hard for me so that i can hit my sales target for this month.

would u go astray when you are already in a very long term relationship?

for fun?
for excitement?
for sex?
for the thrill?

would u betray the one who had always been true to u?

u stay with him/her because both of u had been together for long, and marriage is on the way. but what abt "love" "feelings"? are these still there?

why many people likes to have many "choices" when they know they had already chosen the ones?

buffet?

hmmmm...


i wonder....

half a glass of brandy mixed by my dear cindy ng miao juan is not a joke.

terrible hangover now.

she wants me dead.

i never gonna be the good fenz anymore. =D

fathers' day is coming. the 3rd fathers' day without my father.

time flies. really.

i wonder how is he doing up there... my father put on a lot of weight already...

i haven seen him for a long time le...

really long.. i miss his voice, his laughter, his everything...

be it career, studies, friends, money, relationships, i'm never as lucky as anyone of my friends.

i should say its retribution.

Tagged by Mummy Jocelyn-meiyi

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
my girls and friends

2. What were you doing at 0800?
just woke up to prepare for work

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
having my dinner

4. What happened to you in 2006?
lost my family only sole breadwinner

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
妈妈，我最后跟你讲的话是什么？

6. How many beverages did you have today?
i think 3 including sky juice

7. What color is your hairbrush?
i use comb

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
tibits bought after work at 7eleven for my brother

9. Where were you last night?
Suntec city

10. What color is your front door?
pink

11. Where do you keep your change?
wallet

12. What’s the weather like today?
Cooling... a good weather to sleep

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
cookies & cream

14. What excites you?
hentai =D~~~

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
i'm still thinking..

16. Are you over the age of 25?
nope

17. Do you talk a lot?
yes

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
OC? i only know MC

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
yes. my current boss

20. Do you make up your own words?
yes. "yalam"

21. Are you a jealous person?
of cos! whose not?

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
Andrew

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Keith

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Emily

25. What does the last text message you received say?
"is ok. what time is the move?"

26. Do you chew on your straw?
not really.

27. Do you have curly hair?
Nah

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
my bedroom

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
too many to name out...

30. What was the last thing you ate?
porridge

31. Will you get married in the future?
depends on whether i get to meet the right one...

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
sex & the city

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
definitely

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
haha! dunno when... ages ago.

35. Are you currently depressed?
not really.

36. Did you cry today?
Nah..

37. Why did you answer and post this?
because i am feeling bored

38. Tag 7 people who would do this survey.
i no friends.

i feel a sense of shitty-ness in me...

i feel funny...

i feel weird...

i feel my heart is hurting...

but i know i am doling fine...

Fenz, it's just a crush... a moment to remember, not a moment to fall deeply in love...

i am single. please note.

=)

finally i had my stitches removed on saturday morning. it feels good to be able to move your jaws as per normal and it is definitely better when you can start chewing and biting normally. laughing with my mouth wide open is definitely my usual way of laughing. without image, without anything. i'm glad the torture is over and now waiting for my gums to be completely healed. =)

started my new job last thursday and so far, not bad. learning total new things from my previous employment. month end always very busy, and the stress level is there. i'm still new to it so hopefully i will be able to cope with it. =)

meeting up with my friends lately. i'm glad i'm still in contact with them. catching up with their lives and whatever i had missed out.

i began to know the ugly side of many people. but i still choose to ignore it because ignorance is bliessful. =)

oh well. its monday again. and i have a new person at home sleeping in my room. haha!

good night peeps! and please miss me!

PS: bird's bday is coming! we will shun bian celebrate for her... =X