3 years down the road, where will I be?

Where will I stand?

i always thought having someone to back you up, giving you all the responsibilities that you should be holding, was an easy task. well, it's easy said than to be done. and i realised how hard it is for me now.

never have i been treated so well by a boss before and thus, he taught me everything i should know, but i always seem to be letting him down. am i too stupid to even understand his questions? i never thought of giving up this job at all, even up till now, letting go is not one of my options.

first time i would bring work home to complete, i would think about what happen for the day and i think of ways to improve myself better. its not a one night kind of thing that can digest immediately. no one had ever felt my existence before, yet now, my boss wants me to climb up high and fast. who doesnt want an instant success? especially when you are with someone so capable? i am glad that i came upon this job, i really hope i wont disappoint myself and my boss at the end of day.

sighhh. braindead-ed

No "don't know"

No "try"

No "slowly"

No "but"

No "erm..."

I'm learning all the above now. I'm learning to improve myself.

I need to have a good command of english, be it written or spoken. How should I improve my english standard? and my pronounciations?

a lot of expectations, i guess it is for my own good.

shall blog again.

A-Mei* Star Tour Concert was a good one!

the best concert so far! vey high, the crowd were very sporting!

Thumbs up!

pics with my ex-colleagues. gonna post up when i get hold of them

1st october i went with my mum to watch some oldies singer concert too. in order not to make a fool out of myself, i decided not to name the singer but i guess most of my friends could have already known. anyway to cut short, i fell asleep during the concert. =X

i wanna update more. but i feel kinda lazy.

now i am feeling weird. hmmmm am i missing him?


and also most importantly, my dear Meiyi had given birth to Daphne Sim smoothly yesterday afternoon. i am so happy for her! Congrats ger! will visit you soon ya?


i had always thought i could put things aside and not to anyhow think. been getting lots of rubbish thoughts and lost my concentration on things i am doing. i need to focus. please dun fool me around. let me get over this peacefully can? i wish for the better.

i kept telling myself i can't. please give me the power to do so!

i really cannot!

=(

I had fallen sick.

fever, bad cough, bad flu plus a damn sore throat. =(