I'm a Bridge teacher!

look at my happy smile! and yesh! a new haircut!

i am really not as confident as i seem to be. a long long way to go... i hope i can make it.

been missing out lots of outings recently. everyone has been busy. melrene this couple each had found a job and i am very happy for them. still have about another month to do before i can meet up my ladies again. work hard ya? =))

cheers!

Its Nice Being Colourful...---------------------- trust me. =) 12:18 AM

i was having a MSN conversation with Emily earlier on while i was at work. Suddenly she mentioned that 10 years i said i did not want to be a teacher.

but 10 years ago, i was 12 years old and my ambition then was to be a teacher.

i graduated and i went to a neighbourhood secondary school. At that time, i knew i did not want to be a teacher anymore. Kids are so hard to handle and especially older kids in their teens', are even much more worse than teens from my generation (hello! i am not saying myself very old here ok?).

10 years later, i am a projects executive who has to teach as well. I don't have to teach all the wordy subjects but only art and craft. it is really amazing. i had always love drawing and origami, and now i am given a chance to do so. It is like a dream come true for me. Am i living in my dream or this is reality? I am even given a chance to lead other people or even my own team in time to come (provided i can perform well).

having to teach for almost 1 month now, i discovered a lot of wonderful things and also learnt many dos and do-nots when teaching younger kids. I had learnt to speak up more in english and learn how to communicate with people. especially parents. being located in a "well to do" area, i had to face many "well to do" people, and speaks to them in a professional way. though i know i am still not up to the standard, i know i am trying hard.

in a way, i feel that i had changed a lot. to be more responsible and more hardworking. I had never been busy before in my life and i'm never seem to be "visible" all the while till i got this job. i really wanna thank my late father and also my 2 boss who had given me this chance and allowing me to change for the better.

work is piling up! i better go get working. i shall update again!
take care people! miss you all very much!

what can i say when i actually found a job i really like?



whats there for me to complain about till now?



i really wonder am i slowing down my pace, or am i really that stupid?



i dunno... i feel disappointed with myself whenever i can't get things done.



pressure? stressful?



i simply have no idea...

after sometime of "wondering" around aimlessly, thinking what to do for my future, I had finally came to a point where people treat me as part of their family, teaching me things that I should learn and knowing more things than any other people.

I had learnt scratch from zero to something today. though it is only 2 months working for my current company, i felt that i had really learnt lots of things. be it just work, or friends, or family or whatever. from admin stuff, to operations side to teaching. i know i still have a long way to go, but at least now i know i had something to look forward to. a good career and give a good life for my family. i no longer feel lost and useless already because i know one day i will be successful and prove to people who had once looked down on me. i also wanna thanks all my friends who had been supportive and understand my busy schedule recently.

i sound like i going to go away anytime soon. LOL. its just something i wanna blog about long ago but did not have the time.

teaching was not as easy as what i thought. having to be really patience with kids and tolerate all their nonsensical whims, really were not an easy task. i learnt to hold on and still smile to them. its so unlike of me to do so, most of the time i am fed up with kids who scream and shout in public, yet now? haha! i am teaching kids how to draw. seriously, i wonder how the hell i will ended up doing teaching kids. it doesnt mean i dun like kids, i love kids when they are obedient and they will always surprise me with their innocent stares and adorable smile.

the other problem i had faced was having to converse in english. my english is very bad that i speak in broken english most of the time. i am learning now to speak fluently and hopefully i will be able to do it.

now i just wanna work hard and give my family a good life.

jiayou! same goes to all of you also! especially all my good friends!

its 4.45am now in the morning. and guess where am i?

answer is, i'm still in office working. sleeping here in a while's time. finally finishing almost everything here.

now waiting for our classrooms stickers to be ready and our school will be having its official opening.

i cant wait for that day to come!

nitez all!

From: adrian lee

Date: Tuesday, November 04, 2008 1:06 AM

To: <huifen@kidsart.com.sg>,<ivy@kidsart.com.sg>,<kassie@kidsart.com.sg>

Subject: Congratulations....

Attachments: (none)


Dear Everyone,

I'm pleased to announce with effect from 1st December 2008. Chua Huifen will be taking on the role as Project Executive.

We at Kids Art would like to wish you a promising career ahead with us.

Adrian Lee
Kids Art Pte. Ltd
1 Jln Anak Bukit #02-01E
Bukit Timah Plaza S(588996)
M:9793 9793 T:8222 6652 F:6463 5562