I'm back from a nice diving trip at Pulau Aur!

I cannot believe i really just went to sign up for the diving and here i am, I passed my open water!

I overcome the fear of jumping into the water and i learnt not to be panic underwater. how to equalise my ears. control the buoyancy. and yes, finning too!

It's really amazing to be in the underwater world. i think im liking it. for sure! more diving trips to come!

one more happy thing, Mr Tomek is coming SG! cant wait to meet him! He is like my first friend from overseas! Hopefully everything will turn out like what we expected to be!

Cheers!

Had been neglecting this blog for such a long time!

good and bad things happened from beginning of the year to date.

friends to strangers.
strangers to friends.
colleagues to good friends.

I have so much to say but now i am stuck with words in my mind yet i cannot find the actual words to phrase them out.

had planned many things ahead of me! finally i am seeing something, or should i have, i have a clearer vision of my future now. i have a few good friends to support me and of course, my family too. it takes a lot of hard work and also lots of determination, because of my own personality. i am working hard towards my goals now, someday i know even if it did not work well, at least i had tried. =)

earlier in the day, i read someone's note in facebook. i realised many times when one had his/her heartbroken, this means this person had truly loved that special someone. after this heartbreaking relationship, many will start to just "try-out" other relationships, in order to ease the pain they had previously. i believe even the wound had healed, the scar will still be there and reminds the person of the pain they had. when they had met someone else better, and they wanna start loving that new person again, they will hold back, thinking of the pain they had. and then, they will miss this chance again. and the cycle repeats. you get what i mean? its the affairs of heart makes our lives interesting, something for us to live for besides material comfort.

anyways, i will try to update this blog as often as i can.

cheers!