can long distance relationship really lasts? why some people can make it work so well huh?

it had been a while since i last saw him. missed him a lot but there are times which i have doubts about us. does he really like me? im fat and im ugly. i have no ambition. just a plain girl.

and him? good career prospect. above average looking. and in his country, there are so many pretty girls surrounding him.

he had been a wonderful guy. should be the best i ever dated so far. took really good care of me. helping me with my thoughts at times, correcting my english. saying pleasant things to brighten up my day. what more can i ask for?

and hell, i do have things to ask for! why cant he be nearer to me? will he be here next June? i wouldnt want him to give up his good career for me. but i know it myself, i will not stay in his country for long. what should i do seriously?

it had been close to 7 months since we met. time flies huh? he still emails me everyday, skype whenever we can. he said he misses me (thats the best!) why would a guy waste so much of his time on me when we are so far apart? he is doing his best! i shouldnt drain away his positive energy! i should do my best at what i had promised him!

mr nice, u had been the best so far! im serious! even if this special relationship we are having, cant work out in the end, the memories will always be kept in my heart! waiting is not going to be easy, but i know we are trying hard too! september is coming! wait for me till then ok???? miss u!!

it is going to be a new year again.

tons of things had happened this year but i have to say all of us learn our lessons well.

what is your new year resolution this year?

i'm still thinking about mine.

oh well. time to move on! =)

7 more days... =)

it is going to be a big change.

i wont know if its good or bad.

happiness is more important.

i had finally seen snow!! not snow piled up on the ground but snow falling from the sky! and its snow flakes!!! was a good experience. very nice!

climbed the mountains too! was so scary. haha.. anyway i prefer to slide down after that as it was so much easier.

haha.. ok i promised i will blog a proper entry soon ok?

i must be moody.

suddenly i do not look forward to anything.

early white christmas. will i be happy?

it's a good thursday i must say. =)

planning planning planning... will be away for the time being... =)

everything that was planned, has to be "restructured" again.

though i had said this many times, i'm gonna say it again. I will work hard!

LOL

will write out my plans for next year once i had planned them all out. =)